2016, with the most changes in which, has now completed.In the first half part of this year, I was still in the U.S., enjoying the sunshine, the beach, the cruise, and the happy and relax life.While in the second half part of this year, I went back my home, burdening with the busy, anxious, hard work, and with quarreling and drunk occasionally in my daily life.I don&39;t know how these happen.

Sometimes when I look up and watch the sky, the gray sky with fog, or maybe, haze,I feel the blue and clear sky is like a dream.Though I know I really been in the U.S. forone year,I also know I will never have the second change to be in the U.S. for such a long time.Maybe it is a pity, maybe is not, who knows.The only thing I know is I have to move on, no matter whether I am willing,I have to move on for my future life, just like the time pushing on my back.I have no choice for my life, just like ten years ago I have no choice but to leave.Why should I always be busy? I have no answer.My deep dream in my heart, maybe I never have chance to touch.But I still wish, when I am old, if I can catch her hands for a happy day, then that is enough.

2017, doing hard work in my daily life while searching for the peace in my deep heart.